The lonely wolf I can't leave behind

The lonely wolf I can't leave behindThe lonely wolf I can't leave behind

This post has no meaning or value behind it. We all have our good days and bad days. And for me, being in a bad day ussually means I really fucked up my relationship with women.

And I mean with "all" women. When I see my life backwards I see all the things that I did to lead my love life to a disastrous ending. It looks like I havent learned anything good about relationships because I keep falling and falling in the same hole all over and over.

And this time is no different since I felt in love with a girl here in the job. I know thats not as bad as it seems, she is very cute and beautiful yet married.

Women that I have felt in love even when I know its not right but hey! I think Im not the only one in here!!

And thats not all about it, She knew my intentions but wasnt shure and after what I did, She now looks at me like if Im some kind of pervert. She now dont talk to me and I cant even been around her anymore. Thats the worst part of everything.

There have been many girls in my life, but only a few of them have really left me lessons and scars in me.

I really feel someway bad because of what happened, but now I think is history and theres nothing I could do. I think Im like a little and lonely wolf and I cant leave that state easily.

I guess this is growing up.


sonic_ver2 said...

Falling in love with a married woman is just sooo wrong. Dude, what happened to you back there?

Snark said...

Ugh, tough break buddy =(

If it makes you feel any better, I've been in your shoes a couple of times...though that was more of lust then actual love...but hey, I couldn't act on it either way >_>

Anyways, solidarity bro. Hang in there!

Phossil said...

@Sonic_ver2: *sigh* Hard to explain I think.

@Snark: Whatever happens, happens.

Anonymous said...

No te preocupes ya alguien se va interesar en ti, pero la proxima enamorate de alguna mujer soltera y trata de salir un poco para conocer mas personas. Mira estaba viendo es de tu store y tengo una duda tu vendes esas cosas o como es?

Snark said...

@ Phossil
Heh, true that.

Anyways, chin up and all that eh? There's always tomorrow ;)

Anonymous said...

sorry to hear about that dude. but not counting the fact that she's married, a office relationship itself is bad. cos if things don't work out, both of u still have to see each other everyday.

Phossil said...

@Lightosan: Gracias por el consejo. El Store son enlaces del sitio de Amazon, donde puedes pulsar el enlace y hacer la compra.

@Snark: thx. I hope to have better luck next time.

@Gordon: I have to learn from that experience.

Anonymous said...

It's easy for me to turn off potentially being attracted to guys if they're taken, even if they only have a girlfriend.

Anonymous said...

Though I didn't fall in love with any married woman, but I can understand how u feel when the girl start to avoid u. I'm also experiencing similar thing recently. Dun feel good, but that's part of life.

Anonymous said...

I know it's not easy, look at the bight side,you cans stil find sommeone ealse.That, I can't do, just beacause evry woman/ girl that i fall in love with see me just as a good friend, and hearing the same tape over and ovet it fucks my brain so much that go nuts. So, don't be so hard on your self.

P.S. Sry for my bad english, but i am from Romania.

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